10 more days!

Yep, another 10 days, I get to fly!
I can back to dancing!
And kiss goodbye to all books!
Cant wait for it..

Argh, miss my dance class, just wear this for fun..
Crazy me :p

Yum Yum..

Was teasing him.. Haha.. Asked me to take a pic while eating.. Here's it is..

LOL! ;p

I'm anticipating tonight last P3 revision class by Joey Wong. Haha.. Someone will get tease i think.. LOL..

Sadly, cant go for my dancing class tonight.. :(

Miss my dance..

Dunno

I'm blogging this thru my phone since there's no connection here in my house.

I really dunno who else i can talk to. Here's the only place i can release what i wanna say.

Today's snor birthday. And i dunno what's wrong with him, or maybe i know, but he is very down since yesterday. I tried to cheer him up but fail every time. Feel so useless and helpless.

Now i'm also down. Dun feel like talk to anyone, so please dun be surprise if i dun talk or showing my shit face.

Thanks to facebook. I cant help myself from signing in just to play the pet society everyday. And i know i only left 3 days. Great. Another stupid thing is, i always fall asleep. Even i wake up late, i still can fall asleep at noon. Really helpless.

Next tuesday will see how i die in the exam hall. I will be the one seeing other writing the answers madly, and i'll be staring at the question, holding the pen, dunno what to write, and looking at the time ticking away. Great. Wonderful.

That's how it goes in my P3. Great.

Why should i live in this world. I've no purpose to be here. In the end all will still die.

I'm..

Demotivate....

Best companion

Human are unpredictable. When no one understands you, he's the only one will still sit by you quietly and watching you..

He'll stay there until you open the door for him, he never tired waiting for you..

He's part of my life now.. If can, i would like to sleep together with him..

Come and guess..

Am i cute?

Guess how heavy am i? hehe..
Answer will be reveal after my exam.. stay tuned! :-)

Another Fly-day

Phew, just back from coll. Tiring day for me.. Things change at the last minute.
Suppose having dance exam at 4.30pm, but end up receiving massage from James last night telling me that the examiner decide to shift the time to 2.30pm!

In the end, as i having this last finance class today with Ms Choong, i decided to slip out from class and go for the exam and then return to class.

Very rushing, I reached there about 3.15pm, just-in-time! One more student will be my turn. God.. I straight away look for toilet and change to my skirt, and wear the heels, i dun even have time to warm up my body, i'm so tense! Damn it!

I hate it! I could have perform better today like during the practice, but due to without proper warm up and calm down my mind, i was blank, i cant remember what's next. I forget one or two bars, but did manage to go along with the help of Jeff, if not, i'll be standing there like an idiot.

I'm not happy with my performance. :(


Rush back to class, Ms Choong revising the forward contract, options, futures, cap & floor... God, these are what haunting me last night, i couldn't sleep properly because of these and the last minute change! I'm still blur with them.. :'(

Tomorrow last day for my to ask her, as she going for holiday out of Malaysia for one week. Looks like tonight i've to clarify all of them before it's too late... God bless me..

-

Unasyn
Prednisolone
Zyrtec
Piriton
Elomet cream
Emulsifying cream

total: 139.60

Appointment two weeks later, 3 December 2008. Great.

Last day in audit

Today's the last day for Ms Ang's 'test class'.. Today she din give us test, but gave us something else - chocolates.

Hehe, she said eat after finish the exam. Well, this reminds me last time my BM tuition teacher used to give us this little 'good luck charm' and it really works.. Hope this one works for me too.

:)

Thanks Ms Ang.

Good and Bad

Good news is, i can go later to the dance exam after my revision class.. Hehe.. Lucky can adjust it.. I wont be that rush..

Bad news is, snor drop his phone, and someone took it.. Haih.. we cant sms de.. and my house not connection also.. cannot chat... haih...

To snor

Dear, i'm sorry for last night, i wish i was there with you. But i fall asleep few minutes later. Feeling bad for letting you alone. Please dun angry with yourself anymore, it wasn't your fault. I understand how difficult for you in that situation, and i know you take it seriously. It's not you incompetent, deep in my heart i know how well you performed. After what happened to her last year, everything changed tremendously. I know you miss her very much, and thought you should have followed her.

I know you've been trying hard to fit in this new environment, socialize with them... Please dun hate yourself anymore..

You probably won't read this today, coz you been practicing seen last night. But i still wish you good luck for tonight in shah alam. Please take care your health...
Loves you...


Pika

Problems

I wish i can write more happy things here, but what i facing recently are not.

I'm running out of time, 2 weeks left, 3 papers, HUNDREDS of case studies i haven't go through, how am i going to pass?

Next Friday will be the last revision class for P4 Advanced Financial Management. Ms Choong said she going to extent the class for whole day from 9 to 4.30pm. This is good news. I still have a lot doubts and uncertainty about this paper. Maybe she can help for the last time. After that, she will not be around until our exam finish.

But bad news is, my dance exam starts from 4pm. How am i suppose to do.. Go back early or reach late? And i've to wear skirt and light make up.. What should i do..sighs..



Another problem been haunting me for a year i guess, it hurts everyday recently, but i want to wait until December only go check up. After all, it has been so long, wait for another 3 weeks won't harm, as long as i able to overcome the pain myself. I'm not afraid to die because of it. Don't ask me what is it. I also not sure, will know this coming December. Until here then..

Friday night

As usual, i have technique class on Friday. Last night i was almost late for the class due to posting the previous blog. :P Anyway, i still able to make it on time, they were doing warm up as i joined in.

James class is always tiring, he emphasize on every step to the maximum. Each step you made, your upper body and the pelvic will have to be contra in order to create a nice shape. These are the main point in Latin dance. From Cha Cha's chase to Rumba's Cucarachas (the figure 8), spot turn, check forward (New York), three cha chas, and lastly a bit of Jive's double ball-change.

After the lesson, i got to stay for the rehearsal on next Friday exam, this time i'm taking the silver level. It consists of 3 dances: Cha Cha, Rumba, and Jive. So far so good for me, I just have to be not nervous.

Watching those dancing gold level, i can feel the gap from silver to gold. Unlike from bronze to silver, it's much difficult, a lot of turning and pelvic movement, especially in samba. Well, next year will be my turn. Looking forward to learn it. :)

Introducing my new friend

Who is he?





Nope, not a guy. But is a he.





Here he is..

Shh.. He's sleeping.. His name is Mickey. 5 years old. He stay at my aunt's house as my flat are not allow to keep pets, and too little space for him to move around also.

He has this alergic - kids and non-fair human. Haha.. Dunno why, each time he see kids pass by or even man with darker skin, he'll get excited and "wroof! wroof!!" trying to scare them away. Naughty him.. Hehe..

Each afternoon he'll wait for me to walk him around the neighbourhood and let him 'do business'.. :p

So love him, each time i drive back to aunt's sure see him sitting behind the door waiting for me. When i let him out, he will jump up to me happily and sniff me, waving his little tail.. So adorable isn't it? I'll then pat pat his head, stroke his back. Oh, cute Mickey!


Before i end here, here's a funny video i would like to share with you.

He was resting on the coach, and suddenly he heard the sound of car door closing... And that's what happen in the rest of video.. Watch it.. :D

New home

*Tada!*

YES! I'm YJ.

After seeing most of my friends blogging here in blogspot, and he requested me to do so, finally I decided to shift from spaces to here (although i lazy to set up everything, it takes time!). This will be my new place to record my life from 21 years onwards. I will try to write here whenever i feel like to, hopefully it's not when i'm sad or somehow lost. (previosly, mostly of my blog about sadness and worries).

So, hope to see me here with big smile and maybe... maybe some story i never share will be here. Who knows.. Hehe.. Depends on my mood then.. ;-)


*Twink*