Insurance?

Insurance exam?
Yes, i took this test in this afternoon.

Some of you may ask why... you know who you are.. haha... :P

Kk.. why i suddenly taking this insurance exam? Am i going to be an insurance agent?

The answer is..


YES!




WHY???

Well.. for fun...





LOL... Of coz not!!



I taking this exam just to help out my father, FYI, my dad is insurance agent for the motor insurance, and motorcycle instructor, running small driving school together with my 2nd uncle..

So?

How does this got to do with me as insurance agent?


Well, recently the claim rate is higher than the rate we manage to insured, and the insurer company think of taking back my father license, so.. what to do... i have to take the test in order for my dad to continue the business under my name... That's why...


And.. I just got the textbook last week!!

"The Pre Contract Examination For Insurance Agents"
25 chapters, 271 pages... =.=

And this Thursday i only found out it's objective (which is very good news!, no need to memorize, unlike ACCA), and have 3 parts (Part A, B, C, each part 50 ques!).

The exam format is either you take Part A+B or Part A+C, or Part B only or Part C only...

HUH???


Which one they sign me up for???


I was so blur, just take the book and start reading, the very slow type, and until Thursday i still haven't reach half of the book!


And sometimes slow is good, why i say so?

Coz, they sign me up for the Part A+B, and this book have all the Part A, B, and C. Which means... I no need to finish the whole book!! HOORAY!!! :D :D :D Hahahahahahaha....

And, i planned my reading time JIT... :p This morning still have 25 pages to read... and then took lunch at KFC with mum and bro, then dad sent me to Chung Hwa High School for the test...

My feeling is like... NORMAL... So NORMAL until didn't feel any pressure as taking ACCA exam.. And it's objectives.. Come on... If dunno still can tembak! :p

I just so daring, only read through once, and some just scan only, din read word by word also... Am i taking it too easy?

2.30pm is the exam time, 2 hours, 100 questions..

2.15pm,
the invigilator pass down the answer script (just like the CRS, where you have to shade your particulars in the bubbles, this feeling bring me back to the ACCA exam, but my heartbeat still stable, under controlled, unlike last time, beating so fast that i have to take alot of deep breathe), following the instructions of what he told us to do, and then 2.30pm we start answering..

Some i know, some i not sure, some i think it's this answer, some i just simply tembak!

3.30pm,
some people leave the hall already, i still have around 15 questions...

3.40pm,
i finished answering the 100th questions! :D

I think i wanna leave too!

Hehe.. objectives questions i very pantang to read over the questions and redo again, coz i will have conflict to myself later on, and will scratch my head whether to change the answer... And most of the time i changed, i got it wrong! (kena these during the secondary school all the time, especially sejarah!) So, base on my first instinct is the best answer! :D

I keep all the things, and the invigilator come and collect my answer, i asked him what's the passing mark?

He answered 40, if not hard to pass..

40?? 40??? less than half wei.. and objectives some more....

Happily i leave the classroom and wait my dad to pick me up...

The results will be post out in 10 working days.. :) Wish me luck!

Who's this?

Haha.. Uncle isaac :-D

Long time no see

It has been 4 days i din come to this house, normally when Nicholas see me driving here, he sure stand at the door there and welcome me..

But today, he din, he just ran to the bean bag and lie there, looked shy and his face no smile.. Is he feel strange about me?

After i put down my things, i go to him, call his name, try to play peekaboo with him.. But he din smile at all.. but can see his lips tilt abit feel like smiling but din show all...

After that i pull him out fromt the bean bag, and carry him...

And to my surprise, he just like lembik only, put all his weigh on me, and lean his head on my shoulder for very long time.... just like this...


I walk him around to his mum and grandma, but he still the same pose, not leaving his head off my shoulder.. Aww.... They all calling his name he also no reaction.... He missed me.. :')

I sit down and took around 12+ pics, he just sit quitely in my arms and never move a bit... Aww... normally he wun sit long for 5 secs one you know...

Look at these pics... Can see his serious face when not smiling.. hehe..

Grooming

Another back date post..

Feb 18th

Took Mickey for grooming at Air Itam, after knowing more about how to take care of him, i feel so sad and guilty for not taking care him properly for the pass few months.. This type of dog should be stay at home not outside the house, and the worst is when rains, he dunno how to hide under the shade, but standing at the door hoping to wait us come back.. see how royal he is...


Anyhow, after that day, i decided to keep him at my house, not leaving him outside de.. Poor mickey...


See the difference before and after of grooming.. :)

Before

After


Handsome, look here ;)

Here you are.. but sad face.. :(

See how he sleep, was thinking put a pillow for him.. haha..

Tissue all over!

Aiks.. this is a back date post.. long time din online...





That night hang out with my gang and came home late, and was so careless that i forget to take a packet of tissue paper out from my shorts' pocket and straight away throw it into the washing machine... :(



Then the next day... snow everywhere in the washing machine... =.=


And this is 'collection' after flip and swing the shirts... Still got some still stick on the clothes...




All my family clothes kena the tissue paper... very the troublesome to take them off... so careless me... haih.. No next time pls!

Change is needed

Oh, so tired.. Just back from McD with the kids...



After last night chatting with Ah Q and Jac, i realise that among this gang, i'm the only one still taking money from parents... what a shame... I'm going to change this... instead of taking, i will be giving..



The second thing i wanna to change will be, live the day as if there's no tomorrow.. I've been relaxing at home for the past two months... Maybe i did learn something, something that you cant learn from the book - how to be a good mother. I've the experience of taking care of my 8 year younger bro when i was only 8, and now another 3 cousins.. I really had enough for that.. I'm really tired for the kids... Everyday do the same thing for 2 months! It's fun at first, but now it's tiring.. I dun have that energy and patience for children while i could have done something else more meaningful. However, i'm glad that i'm not wasting time (maybe just to make myself feel better), i still learn something, right?



I want to learn from Ah Q, first thing in the morning, PLAN. Plan what i going to spend my day so that i wun regret for wasting time.. Then at night before sleep, i shall ask myself what i've done and which one i did well, which one need to be improved... By doing this, i can track down my daily life and know what i've done in my life...

For the moment, these are the two things i have to change
1) stop asking, but giving
2) fully use my 24 hours
and then find out what else i need to improve.. so my life will be more meaningful.. :)

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

I pass
I pass
I pass
I pass!!!!!!!!!!!

THANK GOD, THANK ALL THE LECTURER!!!

Finally... i finish it last night :D

470 pages
33 days
average 45 mins per day
hmm...

Spasibo!

Listen

This song was recorded during the time when I sudden disappear from him..

This is how we begin...

***

All it started from friendster, piano to be exactly...
He found me first because of the 'piano' word in the Interest section, i suppose.. :)

I remember that time i was having some hard time with my grade 8 and at the same time doing my CAT advance level... His present is like the angel from heaven, he thought me alot about music, introduce me to the another world of language.... Music itself speak the words that it doesn't need any lyrics.. Just like this song...

We didn't expect we will be stay in touch for long, as i thought after giving me some tips of how to play... and that's it... end of story....

But no... Surprisingly we found out we have alot of similarities, and here we start to text each other day and night... It becomes like a habit? Or should i say feel something missing if we dun text...

***

That's one day, alot of reasons that accumulated... conflict in me and family.. due to our distance, race difference, afraid of nonacceptance from family, friends, languages...... There's this day, we got quarrel... I cant really remember what's it about... but it really hurts, feel unsecured..... And i was really really sad..... and the sad turns to anger....... and i make a silly decision...... i changed my number..... hope to start all over again..... back to the life when i no need phone with me all the time..... back to the life that i once were......

I was wrong.... It's so hard than i expected..... I thought after few days i will feel better..... but it's worst that i can imagine...... Looking at the phone that i know there will be no message coming in and still hope it will..... and at the same time i have to stay strong because that was my decision.... and parents were happy about it......... Each night sleep with tears.... Alot of memories keep on floating into my mind whenever i close my eyes......

He never give up..... he still email me.... tell me to practice my piano as my exam were near that time...... but i didn't reply any of them....... I feel so struggle..... hate myself..... but i cant show the weak side of me......

That one to two weeks was like years...... days seem hard to pass..... the feeling of waiting....is just... like dying..... i cant play... whenever i sat on piano, it reminds me of him..... everywhere i went, there will be something connected to him......

***

I gave up in the end...... I decided to give a miss called..... a chance.... for him... and for myself.... And.. :') ....



Just like this song.... He recorded it during that hard time.... It's a perfect piece.... the way he brings out the feeling of the whole song.... Each note hammer deeply straight into my heart.....

Frédéric Chopin - Nocturne in A flat major, opus 32 no.2

Listen it... the happiness at the beginning..... full of anticipation.... the joy we had together.... :')
and comes to the middle.... the struggling part.... heart tearing..... questioning why this happen.... should i go back... or should i look forward.....

And slowly it back to the joy... :')

Dun pretend kind, i know you dun have the heart!
Dun say I'm rude when you yourself speak those vulgar words more than me!
People like you like to show off but deep inside you know nothing!
And still wanna say more and keep on repeat the same sentence!
Dun ask for my opinion whether things that you wear are nice or not, to me they are all for man!

Dun think you are always right and aspect that others must follow your instructions!
Your yellow eyes, stinky mouth with cigarette smell make me feel so sick!
If one day any of us get the lung cancer, we all will appreciate it!
You selfish creature!

All things happen because of you i realized,
all the sisters would live in peace without you in this world,
we dun have you look at your face and act accordingly,
but i'm not afraid of you!

Our friend can't visit us on certain days all because of you,
all you have is the dirty money and you use it as your power..

Poor thing that afraid of living alone, why?
Because you done so much 'good' thing to us,
none of us wanna stay with you till the end.

You be good to us when you need us,
each time you will use your money,
buy something for us, and in return,
you want something back..

Mum will feel uneasy if she dun help,
because you've 'help' her, using your power..

Dad is ours, not your slave..
Dun ask him buy this or that for you while you sitting at home like a statue!
And in return, you round up the figure for the things you ask him to buy..

You have legs and hands, and your honda civic,
you tired? you afraid of traffic jam?
what about us? My dad not tired traveling under the hot sun??

It's ok, we can help.. But please be reasonable..
When we buy for you, you have the say of which place of food you want, and we must get it for you even it's far...
When you buy for us, we din ask that much, just buy whatever you can as long as it can be eat..

You bought cream puffs, and say it's very nice,
but i dun think it is, in the end, too much..
You gave it to Mickey, and i've told you not to give anything for him before, he's not the normal dog that eat anything, but you gave, and feel so proud...
And he diarrhea the next morning!

And you still can say: "It's NORMAL for dog to have diarrhea, just like us human, sometimes also get diarrhea.. This only consider NORMAL.."

God.. I really lost my temper to such person.. I will cry over a dead animal but not this person. I swear! There are none good memory in my mind with this creature.. It's not that i din forgive, i try very hard each time, but it doesn't last for long...

Yours, Mine, & Ours

Watched this movie last night with my bro on RTM2, i personally quite enjoy and like this movie.

Imagine, a widow with 8 kids married a widower with 10 kids! BOOM.. 18 kids in a house!
I'm currently helping babysit my 3 cousins already can feel the mess and stress! what about 18? i surrender...

It's quite fun to watch it, it's a family movie, nothing suspense, but humour and romance..

Honestly, i dun like kids.. erm.. not dun like them, yes, i like when they are cute and adorable... It's fun when comes to play with them for few hours, but come to raise them, teach them the right thing, solve their problem, paying attention to what their needs, discover why they behave in certain way, understand why and what they crying for.... All these need alot of energy and attention. You cant just leave them on the floor and enjoy your fav show, or online, or go shopping, hang out with friends, or cooking, or do the housework.... You wun know what will happen next when they are alone, they will just snatch anything, climb up the stairs, stuffing unknown things into their mouth wherever they can reach..... lots more...

Not just that, you have to clean up the 'great work' they've done - the mess.. Tidy up the toys, change the diapers, make milk, feed them, bathe them, put them to sleep.... you think you job finish when they sleep? no.. dun forget to wash the dishes, the clothings, the toilet, mop the floor, water your garden, wash your car, iron your clothes.. sometime the worst is the kids wake up in the middle of night!

Life is so horrible with kids...

A woman's beauty will start to fade when the time she get pregnant.
First the body... Then the slow-mentally-torture by the kids... Your body starts to out of shape (why? when the kids dun want eat, you will eat theirs because you afraid of wasting), you have no time to tidy up yourself (no skirt, no nice dress and high heels, coz how you going to chase your kids when you waering those?), you got no time to go saloon (it takes hours, you cant leave your children at home), your skin full of flaw (no time to make up or doing mask?), all the attention are on the kids....

What happen to the husband?

They only know how to earn money(hopefully) and create more mess! What's the mess? The first thing, their SMELLY socks! you need to find and match their socks... Dun laugh, it really happens in this world.. And they wun do the housework, he will say this is your job, you're housewife, and he's tired from work... Some even worst and ask: is this the woman i married years ago? what the...

Can love conquer all these?


Yes from the guy? No?

Will the guy realise their promises when the time come?

Which version you using?

Do you chat using msn? or window messenger? or window live messenger?

Are you using the latest version one?

Windows Live Messenger 2009

What's so interesting about it?

Well, besides those chatting, video calling..etc, the new feature in this version is - you can record a short 4 secs video of yourself and display it on your display picture! Isn't it cool? Now your fren can see you moving instead of a static picture of you! I love it!

Besides, you can create different short video of you in different emotion. For example, when you put a smiley face like this :), or this :D, or this :P, the video will change to the one you design to each of them accordingly.. Interesting?

Get it now and be the first one using it in your friend list :D

Download MSN Messenger from FileHippo.com

I'm currently using it, so far only two of my fren can see me waving to them.. hehe.. the rest of them still using the older version.. so what you are waiting for? it's fun! :D

Family photo 2009

From top left: Sis, bro, me, mum and dad

I'm the youngest one in this family as you can see i'm the shortest among them.
why i so short? :(

I want...

Keep fit!!
God.. my tummy like pregnant woman... :(
All thanks to CNY and no dancing for three weeks!!
Exercise less but eating habit still the same.. That's very horrible thing that can happen in just few days...
I cant continue like this... I have to stop eating the meat... I have to be a vegatarian... Been too kind to myself already.. shouldn't eat those...

I took a few sip of frizzy drinks each time my bro open one can.. :( I shouldn't take it...
I promise myself not to take 'bak gua', but i took about two slices.. :(... lucky it already finished by the kids...

Now i only hope next week i can live like normal, coz i've been taking alot of 'cooling' drinks (to avoid too heaty) and frizzy drink especially, and tomyam soup.. :(

Hope there will be no pain next week... I really regret for what i've taken.. God, please forgive me... Take the pain away...

Fireworks

The fireworks captured by me.. not bad eh.. :P.. but behind blur la.. =.=

See how excited he is.. haha..

I think he is the one enjoy the most that night.. Happy Nicholas.. :D Cheese!!
Big children playing firecrackers... lol..

And never forget self portrait.. :D

We had our dinner at aunty 3 house.. Love her cooking.. Hope next time she can cook more often and invite us to eat.. :P...
After dinner, we played the firecrackers at the back of her house.. :) The kids first time play this kind of thing, all very happy and excited.. Except the princess, she fall asleep on the way to aunt house, and keep sleeping at the sofa even though we talked so loud and the tv was on also.. Hehe.. very tired she...

That's all for CNY.. On Monday everything will back to normal..

2 more weeks.. the results will out.. scary.. :S