Change is needed

Oh, so tired.. Just back from McD with the kids...



After last night chatting with Ah Q and Jac, i realise that among this gang, i'm the only one still taking money from parents... what a shame... I'm going to change this... instead of taking, i will be giving..



The second thing i wanna to change will be, live the day as if there's no tomorrow.. I've been relaxing at home for the past two months... Maybe i did learn something, something that you cant learn from the book - how to be a good mother. I've the experience of taking care of my 8 year younger bro when i was only 8, and now another 3 cousins.. I really had enough for that.. I'm really tired for the kids... Everyday do the same thing for 2 months! It's fun at first, but now it's tiring.. I dun have that energy and patience for children while i could have done something else more meaningful. However, i'm glad that i'm not wasting time (maybe just to make myself feel better), i still learn something, right?



I want to learn from Ah Q, first thing in the morning, PLAN. Plan what i going to spend my day so that i wun regret for wasting time.. Then at night before sleep, i shall ask myself what i've done and which one i did well, which one need to be improved... By doing this, i can track down my daily life and know what i've done in my life...

For the moment, these are the two things i have to change
1) stop asking, but giving
2) fully use my 24 hours
and then find out what else i need to improve.. so my life will be more meaningful.. :)