Suppose having dance exam at 4.30pm, but end up receiving massage from James last night telling me that the examiner decide to shift the time to 2.30pm!
In the end, as i having this last finance class today with Ms Choong, i decided to slip out from class and go for the exam and then return to class.
Very rushing, I reached there about 3.15pm, just-in-time! One more student will be my turn. God.. I straight away look for toilet and change to my skirt, and wear the heels, i dun even have time to warm up my body, i'm so tense! Damn it!
I hate it! I could have perform better today like during the practice, but due to without proper warm up and calm down my mind, i was blank, i cant remember what's next. I forget one or two bars, but did manage to go along with the help of Jeff, if not, i'll be standing there like an idiot.
I'm not happy with my performance. :(
Rush back to class, Ms Choong revising the forward contract, options, futures, cap & floor... God, these are what haunting me last night, i couldn't sleep properly because of these and the last minute change! I'm still blur with them.. :'(
Tomorrow last day for my to ask her, as she going for holiday out of Malaysia for one week. Looks like tonight i've to clarify all of them before it's too late... God bless me..
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no one is safe from imperfection pika.. =(.. happens to all of us.. it happens to everyone at some point of their life.. but we shouldn't let it keep us down for the rest of our lives.. =)
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