This whole week my emotion is like roller coaster, hate myself for not prepared well, i could do it, but i failed... All due to lack of discipline and bad time management...
The question ain't that difficult if well prepared honestly.. Although a bit tricky here and there.. If with calm and rational mind, it can be done.. I'm dumb..
I cant control my tears each time i think of it... until my bro asked me why my eyes so puffy when we ate dinner last night.. I just said the chili is too hot.. really sad...
Now left one more paper to go, P3, a resit paper..
I'm lost agian, dunno where to start, no mood to study... I'm stuck... Wonder what am i good in, all average compare to others..
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何谓良心
2 years ago
sis, i know how u feels as i'm in the same situation with u too... i nearly give up for going for this exam and it's helpless... not prepare and tonnes of things keep on popping into my mind... i sleep more than i study.. because of this unprepare exam i hated myself so much until i really give up already...
ReplyDeleteit's easy to say but hard to do it but sis, i'm sure u don't want to see this college anymore right? no books n exam anymore after this... u're going for yr new life so gotta cheer up n go for it.
take care!
Yea, i'm trying.. But alot things happen lately... since enter into December, i can say sorrow follow me eveywhere..
ReplyDeleteTomorrow test, and today i only wanna study it.. Past few days after P4, i dun really feel like study at all, everything i read is blur and cant absorb in...
Haih.. hopeless la..
that is what i feel...sis...
ReplyDeletei always doubt to myself...what am i good in?i seem...AVERAGE...
i dun want to be like tat...but...i din realize until recently i experience...,
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now i even more understand to myself...because, my subconscious always talk to myself..."never mind,take it easy",when i am feeling stress...
SEE!if you think yourself as average...you forever be average...
so...i seem to be the pity one compare to you...